Freddie's Nightmare

Last nite I had a nitemare.. (I think it was a nitemare). In my nitemare.. I was climbing up a chamber or a pillar (not very sure coz of dim light) of a church. Im not sure where was that place. But it was very scarry and haunted with patung2 besa. At last, I reached the top after a hard time meneebas2 rumput... facing all those scarry patung and of coz height fright (actually im not a height fright person...tp dlm mimpi ni kengkonon aku takot aaa..) I dunno why...sampai atas je.. I was like ber 'azan' and membaca ayat2 suci alQuran. Suddenly, 5 (or 6) men came and belasah me. I think they all were the Father of that church. Takotnyer mimpi cenggini... tulunnnn.. sape terer tafsir tlg bgtau akuuu...


Maybe I was too tired the nite before kot. Tu pasal mimpi merepek2. See... at this time Im still in my office. Dari siang td bekejar kesane sini. After 5 baru ada time nak wat report or type samting.... (n not to forget to blog here..hehhehehe). Tadi baru lepas makan2 ngan makcik2/akak2 operator kat sini. They are all very nice to me. I feel relax and can release the tense of my works (at least a part of it laaa...) whenever I spend my time wif them. Makcik2 tu pulak tak berkire pn... slalu soh aku mkn. Especially KakNor... slalu sgt belanje aku..sampai aku naik malu pn ade gak. Bile aku banje dier balik... nanti dier banje aku dabel2 nyerr.. dah la tu.. dier la yg slalu ngabihkan aku nyer kain2 ke tudung ke arcopal dlm katalog mak aku ke.. dier yg suke beli... syok betul aku. Derang ni keje mmg tak pk pn susah payah. Keje hepi je. Kalau perkara yg derang pk pn... bg kite perkare tu remeh temeh sgt la.. contohnyer cam last 2 weeks tu. I was been asked a funny question (for me la..) from one of them. "Sue.. kat Langkawi nanti nak pakai baju batik dah ade ke? Akak penin la nak pk nak pakai baju ape ni..? Tak beli lg ni.." That time, I was like.. 'aaa....? tu je ke yg dier kene pk? bestnyer jd dier...' Heehhehhhe... takpela... Actually I forgot to mentioned here that last week we had a company trip... (sort of la...) kat Langkawi. Tapi for the workers.. derang gi sane enjoy la. For certain management employees.. gi sane kene wat samting. B4 gi sane aku kene siapkan byk keje sbb nak tinggal plant for 5 days. Between that days ade construction works to be done.. and I had to set it out first before I can leave. Hmmm...


Nearly 8.50pm. I think I hefta pack and balik umah skang jugak. Esok kite sambung keje. OoooOoOoOOoo.. esok kene gi anta kete jugak. Tak kire...! aritu tak sempat nak curik2 klua gi NissanService. Jya ne..



~~Life is like eating sambal sotong till its final drop of kuah.. n you'll for sure jilat jari

Swatch Winter/Summer 2004

Wohoooo.... this morning i was late again... (again here means for the 2nd time...yesterday n today). Mlm td tido cam tak hingattt nyer. Tejage kol 5.40am. cam pagi jek lg...tido balik. Seda2 dah kol 6.45am. Whoaaa...menggelabah terus kering darah...( mmg cem tu kalau tebgn lmbt sure terus kering darah...lelame jd darah tinggi akuhh...). Semenanye satu umah tak tejaga sbb my parents takde. Mlm td bekejar to my sister's house. Lokman admitted kat wad. Demam melampau muntah2 sume. Kesiannye kat Lokman. Dah le kurus kering tinggal gigi je.. nasib baik comel. Hopefully nothing series happen.


Back to my story, tu pasal la sume org tak bgn pg td. Kalau tidak... pepagi dgr abah bukak pintu..bukak gate.. start engine kete.. mak pulak cecepat masuk kete..gi surau mayang subuh. Kalau time derang bising2 tu kitorang tak dgr..at least 6.30am tu my parents balik dr surau.. pastu mengaji.. pn bleh tejage...(wohoo...syoknyer...dikejutkan dr tido dgn alunan suara2 org mengaji...hufff :P)


Kejap lagi...hopefully dpt curik masa skit nak anta kete gi NissanService. Kete tu cam seram jek bebunyik2 time aku kona baring. Nak kene tuka driveshaft kiri kanan. Absorber sekalik kot. Bile turn jek...bunyik cam 'ktek..ktek..ktek!' Rabak dekat 400 kot. Smalam dah rabak...gi beli jam. (pastu rite now I feel like this watch cam tak lawa... sume cikpah punye pasalll....I het yuhhh!! tp cikpah kate...'ala...ko pakai dulu...lelame je ko rasa dier cam lawa..mmg cam tu memula...') I was like...'ye ke cenggitu?'


Hahhh...talking about cikpah...meh nak kutuk dier. Kecoh aaa minah tu...ade ke kate penat dah carik satu mesia tak jejumpe gak ngan minidisc. Tifu gile...smalam sekali tanya je kat Sony Wing KLCC. Terus dpt...(huffffff.......nampak sgt dier tak carik pastu saje exeggerate cite kat blog dier bg nampak sedap... huffff...pasni aku tanak caye ckp cikpah dah...akkakkaka...kaw2 nyer kutuk) Imah sure suke aku kutuk cikpah...kuikuiiikuiii...ya ammponnnnn...) Ya rite...telupe lak aku kene keje..dah le masuk lmbt..lg nak melaghaaa...taaaa....



~~Life is like strawberry sweet n sour... enjoy it with sweeeettttt whipped cream

Rest in pieces

This time around...Im starting to think of again what my mum have told me. Ade aritu.. balik keje penat2 tu..terus makan nasik kat dapo...(ooo thank god.. at least I still hef my mum for this reason... tgk org lain...balik keje kene masak sendiri. Kene carik makan kat luar). My mum start to beborak. Tanye itu ini. One thing for sure.. that I really feel like.."ye ke?" was that my mum tegur..." kenape ko kurus sgt dah ni..tgn pn dah kecik..?" wow..keje penat kot mak. (Actually tak kurus pn.. sbb dulu lagi gemok. At leasttt... mak aku rase aku kurus.. kalau korang nak rase aku tak kurus pn..aku pedulik ape?). Pastu..mak start bg nasihat. First yg aku ingat..kalau org selalu buat dosa kecik secara berterusan...lama2 jadi dosa besa. Takotnyer. Contohnyer.. tgk citer Bollywood or citer yg lebeh kurang cam Bollywood. Contoh lg satu.. kencing berdiri. Tu dosa kecik tu.. tapi lama2 kencing berdiri bleh jd dosa besa. So guys out there... watch out!! Secondly.. mak bgtau camne cara buang air ikut ISLAM. Cara sunnah nabi. Kalau lelaki..kene abiskan dgn berdehem. Kalau perempuan..JGN berdehem... tarik nafas while you are peeing. Camne ek..? Susah le.. Mak kate..mmg susah. Tapi lame2 dah biasa baru rasa ok. Tujuan dier sbb taknak bg uterus jatuh. Bagus reason tu.. sebenarnyer kalau kite ikut Islam ni.. byk yg baik utk kite. Third thing yg mak ajar that nite.. I cant really remember. Mak.. anak mak tgh sedeh sgt ni.. wat keje bodo. Nyesal. Tapi kalau diam2 tak bgtau lg rasa besalah. Olleh ckp.. jgn sorok ape2.. dah tak sorok dier merajuk pulak ni.. lambatnye rasa nak ptg...



~~Life is like you have to accept something silly that you've done.

Lord of the ring

Tgk pada title tu..mmg aku ketinggalan zaman. I just seen the movie last week. What a heck I am. Ketinggalan zaman. Tp tgk pn tak abis. Klua hall awal. Kengkonon takot taknak besesak ngan org. Last2..mmg besesak jugak ngan org hall sebelah. Pastu tekejar2 for the lrt. We manage to get the last trip. I was like cuak gile when I called gsk and find out that the alarm dah activate. Sampai kat gsk...aaa sudah... gate dah tutup. (cem lahenet je pakguard tu..ptg td aku tanye ckp tutup kol 12..alih2 dah tutup lak kol 11.15). So I have to wait until 12.30.. waiting for the pakguard to deactivate the alarm. Tp takleh pn bukak jugak. Sebbaik member aku tunggu. By that time.. dah pukul 1pg. Huihh..tuhan je tau camne aku takot masa kat tepi gate tu tunggu kete. Ade moto lalu je... aku lari. Takot kene grab. Memasing dah ngantuk tunggu. To make it worst, we have to go to Langkawi... the next day. Flight to KLIA esok pepagi hari Kamis. Tu la...feel like really stupid that time. Wat keje bodo. Thank god my fren offer soh bwk balik kete dier. Kalau tidak camne? I cant even think of the solution. Soh dier antakan aku jugak. Balik naik cab? Tido kat tepi gate? Sume cam tak logic.


The next day tu..muke cam taik je. Ngantuk gile. Drove to my office.. (with real berhati2..takot rosak kete org..hahhaha..) sambung wat mbo. Tak siap lg.. kene bawak gi Langkawi. (Tp tak pakai pn kat sane..penat je aku tekejar2 buat). Actually.. I was on half day leave on that Wed. Tu yg kengkonon nak gi tgk muvi tu. But then.. sbb byk keje sgt.. klua ofis kol 5 jugak. Takpela..kalau tak amik cuti...lg la takleh balik awal. Hmm...



~~Life is as Van Hauten Bittersweet Choc

Shakespeare in love...

Including today.. this is the fifth day I've been scolded by my bosses. Stret 5 hari kene balun sape bleh tahan..? Not only aku la... tp the others kene tak sedasat aku...sampai rasa nak carik keje lain. Takpela...mebbi this is my turn..next time org lain pulak. Dah nama keje. I feel very frustrated..like in deep shit. Drowning in there..my boss and my subordinates shit! Bodo gile rasanye. Sampai demam aku dibuatnye. Rite now...I just wake up from a 2hrs snoring sleep.. was crawling to find some dinner... coz i feel like lapa tahap dewa. Since 8.40pm I was asleep...kengkonon nak take a nap b4 isya'. Tetibe rasa sakit pewot gile..lapa. Tired of having live like this... keluar umah nak gi keje...gelap. Balik umah...gelap. Saturday.. working day.. full!!! (Actually my working day : 7.30am-5pm.. 6 day a week) salary tahap budak dip....lower than dip kot.. keje like cipan!! Tapi ape kaitan blog ni ngan title dier? Lantak la..sbb td aku tgk shakespeare in love kat tv3 skit kot. Saje buh tajuk camtu. My mind feel tired..cannot think anymore.. will continue tomorrow...Ouh..tomorrow I've to go to Bukit Tunku. To bring the contractors there for some maintenace n renovation works..for Glaxoville...our company's bungalow. Rented by Nestle. According to cp..tempat tu cem seram je.. well.. lets see tomorrow. Ok...jya ne..

apekah?

AQUARIUS WOMAN ~ please understen me ~


If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a reader , a real confident type.


She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.


She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".


She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.


She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.


She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.


You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.


She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.


If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

robustness... :(

Frustrated... that would be a perfect word to describe me rite now. Last Friday I was called up by the Director at 8.30 am. In her room I hefta listen for her wordssss..... until 10.45 am. 2 hours just to listen for her lecture. Lecture about her miserable feeling on the staff aka workers especially in my department for their vulgar behavior. Please la... for the sake of your family n future.. please don't cheat and please la... keje elok2. These vulgar give me pain in the ass. Its not easy to manage people to work for you. Especially people whose looking so senior in the company, when new staff or boses come, they cannot accept new people to give instructions. Mengungkit dah jadi one habbit for them. To quote "buat ape aku buat.. akhir taun nanti... seciput gak aku dpt.. bonus pn cenoet je.. aku ni dah syiling dah...". Then what..?! What can I do?Not much. Whenever new jobs been introduced, they refused to accept. But one thing... claim OT bagai nak rakk... sesaje simpan keje until weekends baru nak buat. They've been practice the habbit for years... inherited... derrr....
Pastu at the end of her lecture... she showed me the latest flowchart for my department. Tang ni yg aku tak puas ati gile. New engineer will be coming next week. Fomfan. And she will take over almost all my responsibilties skang ni. Mana bulehh! Abih aku nak wat ape? Bongok! All this while.. aku yg penin2 kepale buat.. alih2 ade org baru dier bg kat org tu.. rasa mcm dah ilang pengaruh. Aku tau la org tu byk experience compared to me yg still freshie. Tp jgnla amik sume keje aku sbb still kitorang report to same supervisor! Huhuuuu...terasa diabaikan... what a frustrated feeling I had that day. Mari kite nyanyi utk ilangkan tensen...

birdie rawks

hall of fame

By this time... sumorang tgh lunch. I feel like still kenyang... grab the oppoturnity to write.. (mcm takde peluang je time lain...) huhu... quite thrill doing the 'kat en pes' the html code (thrill for those yg IT blind as me). Susah gak.. coz I never learn about it b4... but I like the feeling when I discover samting.. mcm magik..! (ngokngek nyer...kihkihkihkihh) orait... a bit more to go.. asitoque kan hebbat...

I'm like jakon rite now

Today I hardly should start this web blogging... since August 03 I've decided to start on this corat coret... but something burden me from doing it. That time, I was really busy seaching for jobs (eventho I had got one).... tapi tak reti2 besyukur. Lgpn masa tu tgh sebok GQA... for those yg tatau...Global Quality Audit for my company. That time was like hell... tetiap hari balik kol 10-11 mlm. Even the nite b4 my graduation day pn aku balik umah kol 11 mlm. Sampai umah giler exhausted. "I was scared...I was scared..tired n underprepared.. nyanyi sket..." Baju belom iron... jubah tak pnah try... car parking sticker tah mane... hef to find out for my invitation card summore... I was like huhu... menggelabah and penat to the max...! But still boleh selit2 plak... was thinking that Olleh was here beside me... Nah...! That morning I was late... terkedek2 masuk BP (Bangunan Peperiksaan) to queue for our graduation. And to my surprised, everybody was helping me to put on the jubah.. sowang tolong pin sini...sowang tolong pin sane... eh.. dah melalut citer pasal mende lain.. cam bosan je cite tu... orait..back to web blogging stori.. masa org sume dok sebok2 ngan frenster la.. web blog la.. aku mmg tgh menganggur carik keje. (tp kenape aku malas nak start ek..?) ekceli that time.. I wanna be a pemerhati je dulu.. see whether this thing will work or not(cewah..cam lahenet je kaver). Lelame tgk almost all my fwens yg addicted to internet ni.. dah start web blogging.. then I started to think that I should give a try on this. Ok... tgk la mcm mana..tis is my first posting. tada~~