Monday, June 28, 2004

A Tribute to Saha

Hari ni aku rajin sikit. Balik keje.. tgk porch takde kete. Bapak aku belum balik lg. So aku pn park kat dlm.. lepas mkn sume.. aku basuh kete. Siap wax lg. Rajin sikit sbb baru beli wax tu. Lagipn kete aku dah tak ghopa kete.. huduh gile. Kotor tahap dewa. Sbb ujan seskit.. pastu wiper aku plak kong.. so kalau ujan.. mmg kelabu la. Ade sekali aku balik keje tu.. tgh2 jln.. mak aiii... ujan turun lebat gile.. memula elok je wiper tu. Alih2.. tetibe tak begerak. Ah sudahh... benti kat tepi la gamaknye aku ni. Boring nyer time tu sbb kene tunggu ujan reda. Mcm ni la agaknye perasaan org naik motor.



Dah lama aku tak buat posting. Sbb aku tak sihat sikit. Byk sgt keje kene catch up. Lepas aku dpt tau Engineer si polan tu nak benti.. lepas aku kene amik sume workload dia.. terus aku seram sejuk petang tu. Seminggu aku demam. Batuk2. Sakit pale. Payah siot nak baik. Sbb skang tgh musim jerebu. Aku batuk ni dasat gile sampai malu nak jumpe org. Asyik tebatuk je. Perit tekak. Kat atas meja opis aku tu.. ade 4 mcm obat batuk.. (mementang kilang ubat..) Satu.. Breacol (aku mintak kat Farid masa dia tgh wat bottling kat line).. dua.. Phensedyl (aku mintak kat minah QA lepas dia aprrove batch tu.. kalau tak approve lg.. mau meninggal aku.. takot ahh...) tiga.. Dequadin (dpt dah lama dah.. aku tak ingat bila. sume staff dpt masa tu) yg keempat.. ubat batuk ape tah.. yg ni paling sedap... sbb aku dpt dr Doktor Klinik Veda. Yg ni sedap sbb dia pekat sikit. Cam ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak. Aku nak tebatuk je.. aku telan.. nak tebatuk je.. telan. Sampai ngantuk aku dibuatnye. Syah kate.. kalau nak sedap isap pakai straw. Ahh.. mamat tu nak ngaja aku isap ganja ke ape.. hehhe.. aku tak la sampai addict ubat batuk tu.



Bos baru aku ni.. best la plak aku rase. Actually dia ni Manufacturing Manager. Memandangkan Engineering dah takde bos.. dia kene jage dedua department skali. Sian aku tgk dia.. makin sekeping la.. dedolu.. aku tak bape suke ngan dia ni. Dia ni jenis camne ek.. suke under estimate org pompuan. Maybe org lain tak bape rasa camtu. Sbb aku je pompuan.. yg lelain opismet aku kebanyakannye laki. Aku dulu slalu kene ngan dia ni. Kaw2 nyer kene. Sampai aku bengkek gile ngan dia. Lama2 baru aku tau.. dia suke nak test2 aku.. cabar2.. tgk aku bleh tahan tak. Skang aku dah reti nak tackle cara dia tu. Setiap org.. ade cara nak approach. Tu la alam pekerjaan. Kite kene pandai bwk diri. Tetibe skang ni.. aku rasa En. Saha ni best plak. Bleh buat lawak ngan dia. Masa aku demam last week.. dia sporting abih. Masa tu pukul 2.30 ptg. Aku ckp.. "Cik Saha.. saya nak balik lepas meeting boleh..?" Dia jawab, "aa... balik la lepas ni."



Pg tu dtg keje, dia call aku tp masa tu dia still dlm kete tgh driving. Bg nasihat kat aku.. suruh tahan ngan perangai Shamsinar.. ckp kat aku jgn breakdown... bg dorongan.. nak tlg aku handle problem yg Engineer tu tinggal.. aku la harapan department aku.. (cewah.. :p).. kutuk2 Shamsinar together2.. Shamsinar dah tua.. nyanyuk.. nyusahkan org.. bla bla.. Esoknye tu pulak.. Saha panggil aku lg... update anything happen. Pastu tanye aku dah sihat ke belum. Makan obat tak.. mkn ape..? Aku jawab Panadol je.. dia kate.. Panadol tu tak kuat tu.. makanla Panadol Caplet. Kuat sket. Ade rase sakit kat pale? kat bahu ade? kat leher sume ade? Aku jwb sakit kat pale je. Bahu belum lg. Pastu dia kate.. "aaaa... tu tanda2 org byk pressure la tu.. saye dah selalu dah rasa camtu. Caplet tu selalu dah saye telan.. maknanya ko ni belum cukup pressure lg la ni.. boleh la bg keje lg.." sambil tesengihh... mmmm... best rupanya ade boss ni.. instead of terumbang ambing takde head of dept. Direct report to Shamsinar. Maklum le.. sejak aku masuk keje sini dah setaun lebeh.. tak pernah merasa ada boss.. yg concern pasal masalah kita. Selama ni aku kalau ade masalah.. pk sendiri.. compile maklumat sume sendiri. Dig file sane dig checklist sini. Susah tuu...



Semalam aku ikot Abah ngan famili aku sume gi PD. Ade famili day UKM. Mak aihh... kotor cam cipan PD tu.. tak lalu nak mandi. Aku takat lepak2 je kat bwh pokok. Lg pn takde mood sgt. Asyik tebatuk je.. rase cam nak jolok tgn dlm tekak ni nak garu.. tensen betul. Tp best jugak la.. sbb kene treat best2. Cam anak raja. Maklum le.. anak bos. Slalunye.. kalau famili day GSK ke.. ade ape2 yg GSK buat ke.. kitorang mcm kene raikan Shamsinar tu. Jage ati dia anak beranak. Menyampah. Skang.. dpt la jugak rasa camne anak2 Shamsinar rasa. Abah siap nyanyi karaoke lg time tu. Masa nak balik tu..siap ade announcement.. "Keberangkatan pulang bla bla.." (tetibe terasa cam anak raja.. hehehhe) Dalam kete masa dekat nak sampai umah tu.. tetibe aku dpt msg dr member aku. Dia kate dia tgh syiok2 belek2 laptop aku.. argghhhh.. tensennyerrrrr...




~~Hidup umpama burung.. kita yg tentukan corak terbangan kita.. mimpi bak layang-layang.. terikat dan terhad.

Monday, June 21, 2004

A comeback that leaves us hanging

Today is such a 'BLACK MONDAY' for me. My sr engineer had tender his resignation with effective today... and he probably will leave the company within one week instead of 3 month notice. Really give me a headache. I can feel the pressure that I have to carry along here in GSK until I found a new job. Seems that the new purified water system installed here having something fishy problems. And as usual.. he going to wash his hands off this problems. Bloody hell...! He the one who's handling this project all this while! Whenever I asked him something.. he said.. I dunno. One thing I realized.. but not just me.. everybody here in GSK realized that he's having the attitude of not sharing any knowledge with others. From the beginning, he was the person whose liaise with the PONZINI or Stilmas. He never included me in his project. I once asked for the project timeline and he said "I don't have. Ask the Italian guy." Sialan! What the ****! He's the project manager. He should have it somewhere. I even asked for the technical drawing and equipment layout and I got same answer from him.. until I myself found it somewhere in the project file. Just now only I managed to get the copy from TS Manager. For the installation and commissioning.. he have to finish the work until that stage. And I only have to operate the plant once he finished his stage. He went to Italy by the way.. for this project. Sedap2 mkn angin! Suddenly.. he's going off of all these without finishing his job. No handover!



This afternoon after I finished my lunch.. Shamsinar called me at the cafeteria to discuss about this together with TS Manager. (if I knew she was there.. for sure I wont have my lunch there!) Againnn.... she said I'm looking blur! Blank! Of course Im blur! He is going off without any handover. He always airing his ignorance. Belagak tau tp sebenarnyer tak tau. He's perfect on becakap and documentation but not hands on. Luckily I have an initiative to learn about RO system myself. Before this, I am also handling the RO water system. But that one was just a small RO water system. 3 times smaller.. and much2 more easier than PONZINI's one. This new system operates fully automatic. I tell you.. its even harder to handle
fully automatic system because it is even more complicated. Ya Allahh.. amponkan dosa hambamu inii... aminn....



To make it worse... this morning when I arrived at GSK and went to see the plant.. it shows 'ALARM' mode. (PW High Conductivity CIT 33-7) and (Low Pressure Feedwater PIS 14-1). What am I going to do? The reading shows 'HOLD' status. There's an alarm sound.. BEEP...BEEP.. BEEEPPPPPPPPPPP....... AaaAAAaAaAAaAaAaaaaa...... tak retinyerrrrr.... . Then I called the agent whose also liaise with the Italian guy. Firstly they said they also dunno what to do because same as us.. we dont have the operation manual with us. (There is only the file separator stated 'Chapter 8: Operation Manual'. But nothing there. The slot in that file is empty) Then I tried to call Italy. No answer. Thank God.. suddenly I managed to contact the agent. He instructed me to list down several pressure reading and he asked me to email it all together with the alarm status to Project Manager of PONZINI and Simone, the guy from Stilmas. Now, I'm waiting for their reply. Maybe next morning only I managed to get their answer. So.. I think I better pack my things up and go back home. I feel like I wanna demam. I really feel that I'm not feeling well and sekarang rasa seram sejuk. (3 lapis baju and air-cond off)




~~Life is full and lots of ups and downs...

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Has all eyes on you

At last, I managed to buy that ELLE sandal. Last Wednesday I bought it at Isetan. Including this.. it was the 3rd time I went to KLCC this month. For 3 consecutive Wednesday. Had a window shopping session, real shopping session, lepak at Kinokuniya (sejak bile aku ade hobi ni.. aku pn tak pasan)and bought some storybooks, jumpe Stone, jumpe Nana, jalan sorang2, price comparison and a lot more activities I've done there.. alone! I think I am one of the psychopath to myself. Haha..


Last week, I told myself that I must get over Shamsinar. But this thot seems couldn't work out. On Wednesday, I was called to sit down in front of her in the cafeteria.. just to listen to her Hitler-like-instructions. That time was the break time. I couldn't help that I can't hide my embarrassment.. treated like anjing kurap in front of others in that open place. I tried to tell her my difficulties in works.. but what she has to say was "Don't tell me that *** is trying to insubordinates you! You are now insubordinate me because you are not doing what I've asked you to.. and you don't even know how to manage you people!!!" Bloody hell!!! Ckp senang! Ce buat! This *** guy.. he is the one I've mentioned before that Shamsinar banned him from getting extra money. Neither from OT nor from any awards. He is the one that has changed to a better worker whom Shamsinar once said to us that she hates him even when the time she die.. and she said that she would never accept him even if he changed.


Shit!!! Almost forget. Tomorrow is my working day. I'm hoping that I can get the replacement leave on Monday. Nothing wrong with hoping.



FURB.




~~Life is yet to be settled down and for us to reckon the past as our history..

It's only a worthless piece of shit

This is funny . . . but do it before Google fixes it.



1)Go to Google.com.

2)Type in "weapons of mass destruction" BUT don't hit the enter button.

3)Instead, hit the "I'm feeling lucky" button next to the normal Google "Search" button.

4)An "ERROR MESSAGE" appears. READ THE ERROR MESSAGE CAREFULLY. Read the WHOLE error message.



Someone at Google has a political sense of humor.



~~Life is sometimes really a worthless piece of shit!

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

I'd would like to say "she luv ur son..."

Had a chat with one of my friend. She was acting as my Dr Love who's giving you a to-do-list. Gave me an advice and was acting like a counselor. From first step until the final step which was 'how to reduce pimple breakouts?'. After finished the 2 hours session with Dr. Love.. I can't really get my eyes to close and rest coz I just cant. So I decided to search for the tellie remote and watched Diari Akademi Fantasia (replay for 3rd time for that day).



Reckoned back what Dr. Love have said, I shrugged my ears, my chin, may face and sighed repeatedly. Is it true that I have to listen to her? But anyway... thanks a lot Dr. Love (if u read this.. u know it's u). Sometimes, things are not fair enough. I'm full of bewilderment. Please someone... get me out of these. I hate pimple breakouts all over my face.



Maybe all of u out there would say 'what the hell r u talking about?' or some whose already know the story would show sympathetic faces of maybe some are just gosh-am-I-glad-I'm-not-u.




~~Life is like working to get paid but u r not paying for ur happiness.. its other's happiness.. and at the end of time.. u'll realize that other's happiness is part of ur happiness too..

Thursday, June 10, 2004

So called chaos

Last nite was such a boring nite. I headed to KLCC. Called my ex-officemate to fetch me home after I finished my so called window shopping for I have not seeing her for quite sometime. But later on, I cancelled my plan rite after I received a phone call from Nana. She was asking me to accompany her for shopping and of course the 'shopping' should be at KLCC since I was already at Kinokuniya. Guess what? I bought a novel, Can U Keep a Secret by the famous author, Sophie Kinsella. Her writing is good. She's the author of the Shopaholic series.







Kinsella has done an outstanding job of writing a sequel to a book that was fun to read, which are the Shopaholic series. I recommend these books for you to add those as your own collection. I suddenly bump into these Britain-bestselling-women-type-novel since I read one of those kind from Marian Keyes.



Had an expensive dinner with Nana and went for shopping at Isetan. Nana bought a pair of ELLE sandals and I was almost terpengaruh with her. I really want to buy that ELLE sandal too but luckily... "Superman saves the world.." No size for me. Haha for having such big pair of foot.



I reached home at 10.30pm. Hate of the procedure to enter my house during the time when nobody is at home. 4 door/gate/grill to be opened before I can manage to get into the house. And to make it worse.. I had a bunch of keysss... which I dunno which one is for which door. Meraba di dalam gelapp.. All this while.. I just push the tingtong button and somebody will open the door for me. Huuhuuu.. 'Makkk.. balik la umah cepat... org balik keje nak carik nasik bawah sajiii...' hehhehhe :P




~~ requote Life is a rollercoaster

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Masterpiece

Got a few pictures from one of my friend's ex-bf. (susah ke nak paham..? hehe) These pic shows the scenery of Kuala Lumpur for the 50-60 years back. The most you-would-say-whoa-pic would goes to this picture of Bukit Bintang. Totally different from the nowadays Bukit Bintang! Enjoy...










~~Life is like wooden cart's wheel. Sometimes, u are on top. Sometimes u will tumble down. And when u down.. u feel the deepest hurt. Really bad coz its wooden.. not rubber tyre.

Monday, June 07, 2004

Pronto, Simone...

Today is the last day for Constantino Lamesi and Mathias and they both are going to Melaka for another new system installation for PONZINI s.r.l - Pharmaceutical Water Treatment. Its now the period of time for comissioning or Site Acceptance Test (SAT) or validation or in easy words... test run. New guy by the name of Simone.. please.. with correct pronunciation.. si-mo-ne. its SI-MO-NE(with italian slang). Not Simon! This Simone will continue the test run. Wahlauwei... takot la tgk this guy. Really looks like Mafia. Soooo... big size. If he did fails the test run.. he started to mengamuk sorang2! Takot siot. Tabest la macam ni.. tak dpt dgr whistle Tino lagi.. huhu... :P







His container.. back to Port Klang. And this is Tino - Beethoven Whistler




~~Life is beautiful in the eyes of every thinker..

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Absolutely Zerooo....

Should have had this song to be posted so that somebody will understand what's going around?



You. You were a friend.

You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night.

You see, it was my fault. Of course it was mine.



I'm too hard at work.

Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life?

I'm sorry for wasting your time.



Who am I to say this situation isn't great?

When it's my job to make the most of it

Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me.

Not that easy.



Hey. What's that you say?

You're not blaming me for anything.

Well, that's great, but I don't break that easy.

Does it fade away?



So, that's why I'm ... I'm apologizing now

For telling you I thought that we could make it

I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed.



See who am I to say this situation isn't great?

It is my time to make the most of it

Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me.

Not that easy, no.

No, no no.



If all along the fault is up for grabs,

Why can't she have it?

If it's for sale, what is your offer?

I will sell it for no less than what I bought it for.

Pay no more than absolutely zero.


Well, neither one of us deserves the blame,

Because opportunities moved us away.

It's not an easy thing to learn to play

A game that's made for two--that's you and me.

The rules remain a mystery.

See how it's easy?



So, who am I to say this situation isn't great?

When it's our time to make the most of it,

How could we ever know that this would happen to me?

Not that easy, no.

No ...


When all along the fault is up for grabs, and there you have it.

Well, it's for sale--go make your offer.

Will sell it for no less than what I bought it for?

Pay no more than absolutely zero?






~~Life is like shifting the future

Friday, June 04, 2004

My House is Just 2 Blocks Away

Felt so sorry for I've to copycat a posting from one of my fwen's fwen... (sori bare.. tiru sket.. sbb aku cam suke je ape yg ko post tu)




Guys drinks to forget about the girl...

Girls drinks to think back about that guy...



When guys are in love, they become poorer...

But when girls are in love, they become prettier...



Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...

Girls can forgive, but cannot forget...



Guys care most about the quantity of love...

But girls care most about the quality of love...



Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...

Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...



Guys feels curios towards all girls...

Girls feel curios towards the guys who are Interested in her...



When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...

When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...





Who am I to say this situation isn't great?

When it's my job to make the most of it

Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me

Not that easy...



If all along the fault is up for grabs,

Why can't she have it?

If it's for sale, what is your offer?

I will sell it for no less than what I bought it for.

Pay no more than absolutely zero.



Well, neither one of us deserves the blame,

Because opportunities moved us away.

It's not an easy thing to learn to play

A game that's made for two--that's you and me.

The rules remain a mystery.

See how it's easy?



Absolutely Zero.. Have u listen to this song before? Everyday I will spend a lil' time to listen to it.. lately.. at least 15 mnts. And I just cant help that I must cry whenever the song is on air




~~Life is wierd when u have everythin' within ur grab but there's still somethin u dont have and u feel u just being ignored by somebody that's not urs... (hmm.. I dont understand what I wrote...)