Monday, June 21, 2004

A comeback that leaves us hanging

Today is such a 'BLACK MONDAY' for me. My sr engineer had tender his resignation with effective today... and he probably will leave the company within one week instead of 3 month notice. Really give me a headache. I can feel the pressure that I have to carry along here in GSK until I found a new job. Seems that the new purified water system installed here having something fishy problems. And as usual.. he going to wash his hands off this problems. Bloody hell...! He the one who's handling this project all this while! Whenever I asked him something.. he said.. I dunno. One thing I realized.. but not just me.. everybody here in GSK realized that he's having the attitude of not sharing any knowledge with others. From the beginning, he was the person whose liaise with the PONZINI or Stilmas. He never included me in his project. I once asked for the project timeline and he said "I don't have. Ask the Italian guy." Sialan! What the ****! He's the project manager. He should have it somewhere. I even asked for the technical drawing and equipment layout and I got same answer from him.. until I myself found it somewhere in the project file. Just now only I managed to get the copy from TS Manager. For the installation and commissioning.. he have to finish the work until that stage. And I only have to operate the plant once he finished his stage. He went to Italy by the way.. for this project. Sedap2 mkn angin! Suddenly.. he's going off of all these without finishing his job. No handover!



This afternoon after I finished my lunch.. Shamsinar called me at the cafeteria to discuss about this together with TS Manager. (if I knew she was there.. for sure I wont have my lunch there!) Againnn.... she said I'm looking blur! Blank! Of course Im blur! He is going off without any handover. He always airing his ignorance. Belagak tau tp sebenarnyer tak tau. He's perfect on becakap and documentation but not hands on. Luckily I have an initiative to learn about RO system myself. Before this, I am also handling the RO water system. But that one was just a small RO water system. 3 times smaller.. and much2 more easier than PONZINI's one. This new system operates fully automatic. I tell you.. its even harder to handle
fully automatic system because it is even more complicated. Ya Allahh.. amponkan dosa hambamu inii... aminn....



To make it worse... this morning when I arrived at GSK and went to see the plant.. it shows 'ALARM' mode. (PW High Conductivity CIT 33-7) and (Low Pressure Feedwater PIS 14-1). What am I going to do? The reading shows 'HOLD' status. There's an alarm sound.. BEEP...BEEP.. BEEEPPPPPPPPPPP....... AaaAAAaAaAAaAaAaaaaa...... tak retinyerrrrr.... . Then I called the agent whose also liaise with the Italian guy. Firstly they said they also dunno what to do because same as us.. we dont have the operation manual with us. (There is only the file separator stated 'Chapter 8: Operation Manual'. But nothing there. The slot in that file is empty) Then I tried to call Italy. No answer. Thank God.. suddenly I managed to contact the agent. He instructed me to list down several pressure reading and he asked me to email it all together with the alarm status to Project Manager of PONZINI and Simone, the guy from Stilmas. Now, I'm waiting for their reply. Maybe next morning only I managed to get their answer. So.. I think I better pack my things up and go back home. I feel like I wanna demam. I really feel that I'm not feeling well and sekarang rasa seram sejuk. (3 lapis baju and air-cond off)




~~Life is full and lots of ups and downs...

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