I got this one secret place in my office that when I have anything that I couldn't bear anymore, I would bring myself to that place for some privacy. It is the Auditorium. Usually, that room will be empty but only on certain days when the room is occupied for some events. The carpet, chairs, wall, projector, TV, stage, speaker would always be my witness for any emotional breakdown that I face. I would cry my lung out, weep my sorrow and drain out my feeble heart till I feel easy with my own self. Till I feel stable and able to walk my body back to my own cubicle to just make some phone calls to have some hope for whatever trouble that I combat before. To heal emotionally would always depends on the phone call that I made.
Nobody knows. Nobody realize. Except for the carpet, chairs, wall, projector, TV, stage, speaker. It always be a good spot as the room has two doors and quite big for others to hear my weeping sound.
And today, I was there again. 15 minutes was enough for me before I took another exit door as I heard somebody was trying to open the other door.
3 comments:
Sue, i have a secret place in the office too, where i cry and bawl my eyes out when i'm upset (mostly during the first month of the job i cried a lot)
anyways, i cannot imagine u crying during work.. u look like u enjoy ur job too much, but i guess all of us are humans, and humans do feel sad.. hang in there my friend..
not only abt work la.. sometimes abt other things too...
sometimes or most of the times?
(hehehe, aku nangis kat ofis sokmo bukan psl keje, tp, psl kechelakaan lain)
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