Of Handphone, Anger and Stubbornness

I dont charge my hp very often now. It can reach up to 4 days of usage before recharging is needed. On 4th day, I started to call my friends just for a simple hi. I dont really remember where I put my hp now. It doesnt ring anymore except calls from family members or those stupid sms alarm from office.

Somebody who barely knows me did give some comment that Im "pemarah". Wierd. Am I that pemarah? And stubborn? That bad? One of my friend send me this:

~pemarah tp org tak takut. kuat melawan tp takde la sampai meluat. tp lepas kawin jgn buat~

So few days after that, I was computing the comment from my friend. Will I be able to shed away my stubbornness and anger?

Stripey part 2

Remember my collection of stripey clothes? OK, presenting part 2, stripey with a shade of red/pink.


Padini Authenthics - bought recently


DKNY sweater - got it in 2008


Tommy Hilfiger - got it on 2008 (my most expensive clothes so far)


Communique shirt - got it in 2007


Seed Workwear - got it in 2006


Seed sweater - got it in 2005

Haha, if you notice, I only buy one of those. Others were present from himself. Sigh sigh again..

Comfy, nice or both?

I was at KLCC yesterday meeting up with Azida. At first she told me, we go makan, tak larat shopping. Then after makan, i said lets window shopping. We talk and talk and talk and few times ended up said somtin like, "kenapa kite lalu sini?" as a result of too engrosssed with stories. Suddenly we hit the NOSE outlet, and she ended up buying a black patent shiny 3 inch heels. Very nice and looks really sexy on her. I didnt try it out tho but i think its comfy. Cheap, nice, comfy and worth buying, which reminds me of my favourite shoes. Cheap, comfy, nice, 2 inch heels (not too high not too flat), sexy with ankle-buckle, faux front buckle and worth buying. I bought it for RM65 only and still keep it nicely at home eventho both heels had come out, and not possible for me to walk with the shoes on.





If you zoom in the picture above, you'll know how much i love it. Lenyek sampai lebam.

For me, first criteria for shoes is comfy. Then come nice. Then only affordable (read: murah). Plus, I wont go for shoes that cover only half of your front jari kaki, and expose the other half. Burok. Peep toe is different. And to Azida, if u wanna run with heels, go for wedges. Next time kita shopping wedges biru tu okay?

Random-ness

1. I miss that person. So much. I cried when I saw his hand writing on one of the document passed to me. I cried over happy song played on the radio. I cried when i felt sick or when that red time comes every month, for he used to buy me hot chocolate. I always clear the received call and missed call list in my phone so that I still have his record and that doesnt go overwrite. Till date, I still dunno how to swim. Swimming class will charge me rm300 for 10 classes, 2 hours every class, doesnt matter whether I manage to swim in the end or not, when actually I can get free class, till I can really swim. Dont have to pay for 300 without assurance of being able to let myself drowned. I might have seen Jason Mraz live! Eventho I wrote somtin abt I-hate-JasonMraz previously. If I were to write everything, there wont be enough space here. Sigh Sigh.

2. Abah has started his second regime for chemotheraphy with the new med cost of RM180K. Previous one was RM130K. Not sure how am I going to pay for these meds if I inherit the cancer cell in me. After Abah, in my family, Im the one who always get unusual sicknes.

3. Been hunted by few job agencies quite recently, with good pay, 30% more, stable multi-national company and other good package. But non attract me to leave this "memorable" place. I always remember, good pay comes with great responsibility and a lot of things need to be sacrificed, and Im not ready to loose those memory.

4. I have more and more work to juggle. Then some theory came out within my self that I dont have the capability to juggle eveything. Maybe thats the reason I failed in the love department.

5. No more TV for me except for Prison Break evey Monday 10.30 pm. I know Dexter season 2 is being aired on TV2 now, but by the time it reach 11 pm, I can barely open my eyes.