1. I miss that person. So much. I cried when I saw his hand writing on one of the document passed to me. I cried over happy song played on the radio. I cried when i felt sick or when that red time comes every month, for he used to buy me hot chocolate. I always clear the received call and missed call list in my phone so that I still have his record and that doesnt go overwrite. Till date, I still dunno how to swim. Swimming class will charge me rm300 for 10 classes, 2 hours every class, doesnt matter whether I manage to swim in the end or not, when actually I can get free class, till I can really swim. Dont have to pay for 300 without assurance of being able to let myself drowned. I might have seen Jason Mraz live! Eventho I wrote somtin abt I-hate-JasonMraz previously. If I were to write everything, there wont be enough space here. Sigh Sigh.
2. Abah has started his second regime for chemotheraphy with the new med cost of RM180K. Previous one was RM130K. Not sure how am I going to pay for these meds if I inherit the cancer cell in me. After Abah, in my family, Im the one who always get unusual sicknes.
3. Been hunted by few job agencies quite recently, with good pay, 30% more, stable multi-national company and other good package. But non attract me to leave this "memorable" place. I always remember, good pay comes with great responsibility and a lot of things need to be sacrificed, and Im not ready to loose those memory.
4. I have more and more work to juggle. Then some theory came out within my self that I dont have the capability to juggle eveything. Maybe thats the reason I failed in the love department.
5. No more TV for me except for Prison Break evey Monday 10.30 pm. I know Dexter season 2 is being aired on TV2 now, but by the time it reach 11 pm, I can barely open my eyes.
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