I miss u a lot. Tomorrow is my entitled replacement leave day for I have worked on last Sunday.. last week I worked for 9 consecutive day, non-stop, from 7.30am (which I woke up from sleep at 6am) to 5pm (which usually I went home at 7-8pm). Very the penat to the max oneee... and today on weekly meeting... Shamsinar baru realized that I am a management traineeeee.... in that company! Bull shit!! Then she said with a quite menjadi la jugak lakonan nyer "U r a mgmt traineee..? why a we giving u so many task..? why a we giving u so much responsibilities? I thought u r an exec..." while looking to Mr M. The hell to her! I dont really care about the title. Because.. still I have to do my job and to take all the responsibilities. What I really concern about is my salary...! She once said that I am not performing as well as my pay! "Earn ur salary!" What the heck! I didn't get paid as much as my job.
My frens out there get double pay than me here! Imah.. Din.. Cik Odah.. JJ.. Najmi.. sume dpt byk. I always seat back and think.. maybe its not the time for me to get it right yet. Mebi I am not like my fwens.. I have to besakit2 dahulu kemudian bersenang2 kot. Maybe the path for me is quite unclear. If god had closed the doors, somewhere he might be opened up some windows. Mebi I am a type of person whom Allah doesn't wanna give more than enough because I always get kecelakaan sejurus setelah mendapat kesenangan. Like last month.. when I got involved in an accident just rite after I got my bonus. Maybe Allah doesn't want me to get SESAT di tgh jln. (just a few words to get my heart back to tranquility...)
~~Life is like 'KAIS PAGI MKN PAGI'
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