Kain berapa ela?

Pagi semalam ada seorang akak tegur aku.



"Sue.. akak tgk Sue ni.. teringat nak tanya satu benda. Agak2 Sue ni pakai baju bape ela ek, kain..? Kecik je.."



Aku berkerut fikir. Akak ni nak cakap aku pakai baju kecik2 ke.. atau nak cakap aku ni kecik ke.. atau nak cakap aku dah kurus sejak dua menjak keje GSK..? Sbb tadi aku pakai baju longgar. Shirt warna biru yang tak kecik. Tapi tak la menggelebeh. Sedang elok. Labuh jugak. Hmmm... harap2 dia nak ckp mende terakhir yang aku fikir tu.



Anyway.. aku baru habis satu audit kecik kat GSK. One more big DCA Audit akan datang 15 Oktober ni. Mungkin lepas ni aku makin bz.



Anyway sekali lagi... aku suke baca blog ni.. Aksi Datin



Daa~~




~~Life is beautiful if u know how to see the beauty of it..

Koishite Shinitai

Sunday is quite a boring day if I was left at home alone with my 2 little sisters. Early morning, as early as 10 am (yeah riteee.. it is considered as early if it is Sunday), I received an SMS from Boomah, asking me for our earlier plan, which was to attend the CNI Career Talk in Bukit Jalil. There would be artist performance, presenting Siti Nurhaliza, VE and a few more quite famous names. I'd rather dwell my self at home and cancelled it since my parents and Kakngah were not around these 2 days.



Later, I received one more SMS. This time was from my beloved Fadori, saying that he was preparing for the 'BBQ Autumn Holiday'. Geezz... I wish I was there. I wish I can sniff the fresh and windy air of the breeze autumn, which I think I admire most of all the 4 seasons.



I jumped off the bed and started to clear the room. I made the bed, swept the parquet floor, and wiped the cupboard. Suddenly, to my surprised, I received a very heart bimbo SMS from my first crush. "Akum Sue, kau tgh buat ape? Free tak?" This long-lost friend is now in JB. We become friends after a 8-months-perang dingin since he know I was having a crushed on him. That time, Fadori and Sumo were the friends of mine whom I've told my secret crushed storyline to. From the smile that he engraved to me, to the 15 seconds conversation. From the moment we met in the elevator of Menara Kejuruteraan, to the vroom sound of his RXZ. That was 4 years ago. I wonder why in this world, there are guys who will totally reject a girl's feeling towards them, just because they thought that they are not macho enough. Egoist. No guts. How can a girl makes the first move? Why not? If those guys are really deaf and blind enough..?



Rewind. Then we continued SMS'ing', asking 'what's up' to each other. He lost his mother early this year and how finally he managed to finished his study after been extended for several times. Pity him. And he once told me that he won't be present for his convocation. That I forgot to asked.



I continued my works, cleaning the bathrooms, washed the cloths, cleaned the kitchen and cooked the mouth-watering Nasi Air. (all the list of works which every homemaker does, and I think my Nasi Air is really a mouth-watering meal.. :p). At the end of the day, I realized that I've finished watching the 8-CD of Japanese Drama, To Heart - Koishite Shinitai. I can't help that I admire cute Fukada Kyoko.




~~Life is full of beautiful choices...

"Tick tock.." The clock ticks life away~

Perjalanan aku belum selesai

Banyak perkara yg masih terbengkalai

Hutang pun belum langsai

Tapi mengapa aku di sini tersadai?

Aku ingin ke Yorkshire dan mendaftar di Leeds

Tapi kesungguhan aku masih tipis

Aku juga ingin ke Guilford

Mengaji di Surrey

Buat apa?

Untuk kembung perut makan angin bersukaria?

Atau untuk benar2 belajar Sarjana?

Mungkin juga kerana letih bermati-matian di GSK

Letih memerah otak berfikir

Hinggakan saban hari tiada senyuman terukir

Entah-entah kemaruk dengan penangan Cikpah

Ahh... aku tak kisah

Yang pasti.. suatu hari akan ku redah

Walaupun payah akan ku gagah

Impianku mesti kukecapi

Tak kira sepuluh tahun lagi

Benua Eropah ku jejak nanti




~~Rancanglah kehidupan masa depan kita.. gagal merancang.. bermakna merancang untuk gagal..

Time for all the wrong reasons

Arrived very late at office today. 9.52 am. Suza was not around. Started flipping through my organiser. What's up for today. Suza entered the room. Looking very bad mood. Thought I'd better not start the conversation or we might ended up squabbling or fall out, arguing about something. Maybe about yesterday. She asked me for help. I refused. Maybe she just discovered that the thing she requested yesterday haven't been done yet. I'll do it. Laterr.... but... what make she think that she is not included in the list of person responsible for that? Why me..? Only? Cannot be.. or maybe she feel bengang because within this week, I came to office late for 3 times. One for emergency leave. One more, I got a greenlight from Saha, suggesting me to come at 12noon because I worked late night the day before... and one more, today. Its just because of the tradition, everybody coming late on Saturday. Why she's sooo moody today? She dont even asked me for 'Saturday shopping' as usual as we always do so. Pelik. Its our compulsory 'agenda' on Saturday. OOoooOOoOoOoorrrRRrRr.. maybe she got family problem this morning. Or maybe she got PMS.



I miss chepah... by this time.. maybe she sat by a tree.. with 'smoke' coming out from her mouth everytime she talk.. with long coat. But its not winter yet. Dunno.. I just cant imagine the wheather. Never been there. I realized that from now on.. I cannot call her straight away whenever I had a problem with my work.. my love and no more crying/yelling/'maki'ing/'kutuk'ing on the phone with her. Chepahh.. rajin2 la update blog.. aku nak buat semak sane. Ko bwk tak bantal matahari aku..?



~~Life is to live while you think.. and think while you live..

Hand me the world in silver platter

Went for my friend's engagement at Kg Awah, Temerloh, last Saturday. Since knowing Yan about 6 years back, I've never been to her house even once. Her total hantaran for engagement was 11 dulang. All decorated expensively. Simple but nice. What an engagement... I wonder how her wedding will be... and to make me whoaa'ing' again.. her duit hantaran for kawen, RM8980. Byknyerrr.... Yan was my room mate during our student life in UM. Known her as the most lucky girl I've ever met. When Hari Raya comes, she would be the richest among us... 10 of us. Her brothers, her sister, brother in law, mak, ayah and of course her boyfriend would have something for her. On her birthday, the same thing happen. Car, pocket money, expensive cloth for Raya, handphone, etc. And in early 2004, she was very2 lucky to get Proton Gen 2 Grand Prize Winner for one of Carrefour contests. Whoa... Yan will get married soon. Before January 2005. His husband-to-be won a Second Prize for some contest too (not sure what is it), for 3D 2N to Japan, flight tix, cost about RM10000, to be spent within 6 month after announcement of winners. Whoaa again....





~~Life is sailing in a boat around the world. Make full use of what u have and don't grumble...