Arrived very late at office today. 9.52 am. Suza was not around. Started flipping through my organiser. What's up for today. Suza entered the room. Looking very bad mood. Thought I'd better not start the conversation or we might ended up squabbling or fall out, arguing about something. Maybe about yesterday. She asked me for help. I refused. Maybe she just discovered that the thing she requested yesterday haven't been done yet. I'll do it. Laterr.... but... what make she think that she is not included in the list of person responsible for that? Why me..? Only? Cannot be.. or maybe she feel bengang because within this week, I came to office late for 3 times. One for emergency leave. One more, I got a greenlight from Saha, suggesting me to come at 12noon because I worked late night the day before... and one more, today. Its just because of the tradition, everybody coming late on Saturday. Why she's sooo moody today? She dont even asked me for 'Saturday shopping' as usual as we always do so. Pelik. Its our compulsory 'agenda' on Saturday. OOoooOOoOoOoorrrRRrRr.. maybe she got family problem this morning. Or maybe she got PMS.
I miss chepah... by this time.. maybe she sat by a tree.. with 'smoke' coming out from her mouth everytime she talk.. with long coat. But its not winter yet. Dunno.. I just cant imagine the wheather. Never been there. I realized that from now on.. I cannot call her straight away whenever I had a problem with my work.. my love and no more crying/yelling/'maki'ing/'kutuk'ing on the phone with her. Chepahh.. rajin2 la update blog.. aku nak buat semak sane. Ko bwk tak bantal matahari aku..?
~~Life is to live while you think.. and think while you live..
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