Koishite Shinitai

Sunday is quite a boring day if I was left at home alone with my 2 little sisters. Early morning, as early as 10 am (yeah riteee.. it is considered as early if it is Sunday), I received an SMS from Boomah, asking me for our earlier plan, which was to attend the CNI Career Talk in Bukit Jalil. There would be artist performance, presenting Siti Nurhaliza, VE and a few more quite famous names. I'd rather dwell my self at home and cancelled it since my parents and Kakngah were not around these 2 days.



Later, I received one more SMS. This time was from my beloved Fadori, saying that he was preparing for the 'BBQ Autumn Holiday'. Geezz... I wish I was there. I wish I can sniff the fresh and windy air of the breeze autumn, which I think I admire most of all the 4 seasons.



I jumped off the bed and started to clear the room. I made the bed, swept the parquet floor, and wiped the cupboard. Suddenly, to my surprised, I received a very heart bimbo SMS from my first crush. "Akum Sue, kau tgh buat ape? Free tak?" This long-lost friend is now in JB. We become friends after a 8-months-perang dingin since he know I was having a crushed on him. That time, Fadori and Sumo were the friends of mine whom I've told my secret crushed storyline to. From the smile that he engraved to me, to the 15 seconds conversation. From the moment we met in the elevator of Menara Kejuruteraan, to the vroom sound of his RXZ. That was 4 years ago. I wonder why in this world, there are guys who will totally reject a girl's feeling towards them, just because they thought that they are not macho enough. Egoist. No guts. How can a girl makes the first move? Why not? If those guys are really deaf and blind enough..?



Rewind. Then we continued SMS'ing', asking 'what's up' to each other. He lost his mother early this year and how finally he managed to finished his study after been extended for several times. Pity him. And he once told me that he won't be present for his convocation. That I forgot to asked.



I continued my works, cleaning the bathrooms, washed the cloths, cleaned the kitchen and cooked the mouth-watering Nasi Air. (all the list of works which every homemaker does, and I think my Nasi Air is really a mouth-watering meal.. :p). At the end of the day, I realized that I've finished watching the 8-CD of Japanese Drama, To Heart - Koishite Shinitai. I can't help that I admire cute Fukada Kyoko.




~~Life is full of beautiful choices...